Currently experiencing cognitive dissonance because I am here/ on twitter/ on facebook/ checking email instead of studying... The thought of studying makes me sleepy. It is 9 pm here. Bored now.
Wake-up call from NASA: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ix3CjnHzN74&feature=player_embedded lol, the space shuttle specialist is a fan of J-bird
Thursday, April 21, 2011
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
James Marsters...Dollhouse...The Guild...
James Marsters is going to Chicago Comic-Con again! I met him last year. It was his birthday. He was extremely nice (and I was just tagging along with my friend, I didn't buy an autograph)! His hand was hurt, so he couldn't shake hands properly, but he tried to. The attempts were funny. I'm excited to see him again. He commented on my friend's shirt and Nicholas Brendon commented on mine, so, lame though it may be, we are both going to have those same t-shirts.
Dollhouse comics:
I don't have them yet, but I haven't heard any good review so far. :( Also, they are pre-epitaph one but apparently, they do not deal with our main characters, only Mag and company. Boo... If I could choose what was in them, I would have Whiskey/Saunder's past revealed, I would have her story from when she left in early season 2 to becoming clyde to coming back as saunders to reverting to whiskey explained, I would also want to hear about Topher, Adelle and Echo's evolution as characters, as well as what went on in the world, what Echo and Paul were doing, I'd want to hear about the Tech heads and Anthony, as well as Safe Haven...I'll buy them anyway when I have the time to read them/ the money and then I'll review them.
In other news, one of the writers for Dr. Horrible's Sing-Along Blog /Dollhouse/ the actress who played Kilo, Maurissa Tancharoen, is going to be in The Guild!
Dollhouse comics:
I don't have them yet, but I haven't heard any good review so far. :( Also, they are pre-epitaph one but apparently, they do not deal with our main characters, only Mag and company. Boo... If I could choose what was in them, I would have Whiskey/Saunder's past revealed, I would have her story from when she left in early season 2 to becoming clyde to coming back as saunders to reverting to whiskey explained, I would also want to hear about Topher, Adelle and Echo's evolution as characters, as well as what went on in the world, what Echo and Paul were doing, I'd want to hear about the Tech heads and Anthony, as well as Safe Haven...I'll buy them anyway when I have the time to read them/ the money and then I'll review them.
In other news, one of the writers for Dr. Horrible's Sing-Along Blog /Dollhouse/ the actress who played Kilo, Maurissa Tancharoen, is going to be in The Guild!
Help?
I keep selecting the option for it to not track my own page views but it appears to be doing so and it is frustrating because it makes it seem like there is actually traffic. When I click on the option it makes me choose it all over again, so for some reason it isn't saving the choice. If anyone knows how to fix this, I'd appreciate it.
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Monday, April 18, 2011
Damn you finals!
I really, really need to be studying for them/ writing papers/ finishing final projects, but...I'm a horrible procrastinator and the due dates don't start until Thursday. I wish I wasn't such a bad procrastinator when it comes to school work...
Anyway, another video from youtube! Illyria and Wes (R.I.P)
Anyway, another video from youtube! Illyria and Wes (R.I.P)
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Saturday, April 16, 2011
So-Called "Recovery"
Mini-rant, completely unrelated to sci-fi/fantasy or writing:
You know what is horrendous about "recovery" aka pseudo-recovery? When you're a former bulimic like me, you get fat! I miss my underweight BMI gorram it! You still crave food. However, you've lost the "will power" to stick you fingers down your throat until blood and bile pour out every time something passes your lips. The thoughts, the self-loathing, the doubt, the baggy clothes, the obsession with food, the binges, are all still staples of your petty existence, but you don't purge enough to offset the food intake anymore. Laxatives, diuretics, diet pills, spending hours on tread mills, still make appearances in your life, but not enough to prevent weight gain. You should have never tried to "get better". Now you're stuck in limbo, not sick, not diagnosable with an eating disorder, but hating yourself and looking as revolting as ever. There may have always been excess fat, but at least back then you could see rib bones and hip bones when you stood up. *sigh*
You know what is horrendous about "recovery" aka pseudo-recovery? When you're a former bulimic like me, you get fat! I miss my underweight BMI gorram it! You still crave food. However, you've lost the "will power" to stick you fingers down your throat until blood and bile pour out every time something passes your lips. The thoughts, the self-loathing, the doubt, the baggy clothes, the obsession with food, the binges, are all still staples of your petty existence, but you don't purge enough to offset the food intake anymore. Laxatives, diuretics, diet pills, spending hours on tread mills, still make appearances in your life, but not enough to prevent weight gain. You should have never tried to "get better". Now you're stuck in limbo, not sick, not diagnosable with an eating disorder, but hating yourself and looking as revolting as ever. There may have always been excess fat, but at least back then you could see rib bones and hip bones when you stood up. *sigh*
And then you crawl out of the black hole of self-pity and distract yourself with writing or studying...
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